for my angel. :)

i might have conceded that my life is incomplete. that my life is empty and uneven. that my life is nothing but a sketch.

i grew up the entirety of my days forcing to submerge my pragmatic heart, concealing what i am called for; so then, i tried to hide my inconsolable silent cries. i envaded anxieties and conquered wrath. i followed the paradigm of my extant self. everyday, i uttered words, entreaties and prayers that i may be able to construe this prejudicial world.

i continued to walk and prove, searching for someone to confute what i perceived. one who would uncover the lies that encircle me, one who could give me an idea of what and where i'm destined to be.

until you reached out for my palms, palms that are too frail and weak. but your hands holding mine exuded warmth, your hands which painted my faint past. MY PAIN SUBSIDED - you mended my injured heart. you gave me an assurance that i will never walk in solitude again. you spoke succint words but they will forever be enshrined in my memory. behind that one TOUGH heart is a MAN who built my ravaged dreams.

you unfolded my wings and made me fly. thus, bringing me to the angel's refuge. i felt an inevitable lift of my forlorn soul. then i came to understand certainly that there is someone bound to stroke my heart.. that you are destined to give me the love i've never held.

you were the one holding the palette to impact destined tints, to dispense vibrant hues, to dispense soft pastel shades, to use the brush of your self, your soul. to touch and color what was once an inspid life.

now i am no longer a sketch but a masterpiece. for you accepted my flaws. for you filled the empty spaces with colors. hence you loved me.. and completed my sketched life. :)