FINALLY.

*pic taken last january o1, new year's eve at her house in qc. the one i stayed in for ten amazing months with her when i badly needed someone.

after i went to the US embassy yesterday to renew my visa and ate at gerry's grill with my family, i immediately went upstairs, in my room to get a rest. i woke up kasi at around 4.30 am coz our sched's at 7am and we needed to be there an hour before.

i had this dream about her while having my siesta time. there was going to be a tsunami in the philippines and it will definitely hit our place so we were going to leave na when she was just sitting there in front of the house in this bangko when we asked her to come with us. surprisingly, she's not in her wheelchair anymore and can just walk by herself. she was dressed in white although i cannot really remember if this was the one she was wearing inside her coffin, but i am certain that she was holding the flowers we left inside her coffin before she was burried. (NOTE: chinese people believe that when someone dies and shows up in your dreams dressed, she is happy and now with God but if naked, she needs more prayers).

and there, i asked her and said: tita, halika na. but she just smiled, stood up, went near the car but went back to her seat. she told me: okay na ako dito, wag nyo na akong alalahanin, masaya na ako. i then told her: sige tita, thank you sa lahat. i love you. she answered: babye.  mag-iingat ka lagi. i love you too.

then i heard someone shout my name: STEPHAAANIE! i woke up and instantly answered: PO? only to realize that those were the kids outside my window, wanting to solicit money for the coming summer league. haha. thought it was my mom. shoti knocked on my door and i told him to just tell those kids to come back coz im trying to get some rest. after shoti left, that's when i realized i just saw my tita again, and she was so happy. and she's ok. most of all, she just told me she loves me. :)

i hurried myself to the sala to tell my family about it, surprisingly, stella, who is also close to tita elvie had a dream of her too. she said she saw tita elvie walking away with tita mely (tita's sister who died five years ago). she ran after them and asked tita elvie: tita, ok ka na ba dyan? gusto mo pa ba dito kasama namin? tita smiled and answered daw: hindi, masaya na ako dito. dito na lang ako.

i'm really happy to know that tita is happy now. that's what i have always wanted for her. i am happy too that she can walk again and not going through the same pain she went through here on earth. i know those were just dreams but people say dreams are where those living their eternal lives communicate with the people here on earth. one thing is for sure, i will continue to pray for her forever. :)