Monday, September 21

just got a new friend.ü

met my soulmate (marianne del castillo), finally. :)
"similarities create friendship, but differences hold them together."
- almost everything about us is the same and we are out there to prove the world that "sisters from the past(life)" can be friends and sisters again in the present, even if, along the way we'll find out that we are rather different. :)


Tuesday, September 8

overprotected.

i am not perfect and i am sorry. words crashed my faith that i have not been that good lately. i understand everything. i just hope i am also understood. that my acts are wrapped in two: to be deserving as yours and to live the life i call my own.

happy birthday chols :)



celebration at the alonzos' place, o8septo9
ate lots of pepperoni pizza (due to the hassles of traffic ive been through today). :P
it was a b-l-a-s-t!
more birthdays to come, chols!! :)
182 y/o kna next year. haha! :P
loove!

Sunday, September 6

my siblings are my BFFs. :]


Face your fears without thinking at all
and i'll be here to drive those demons from your night
my shoulders are here for your head to lean upon
and trouble cant come between the shelter of these arms
Through the worst
through the best
even when the worlds feeling heavy on your chest
Through the fire
through the flood
my love for you runs deeper than blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood
Carved on my soul
Admitted on stone
Like an ageless dream that will never grow old
So clinge to my side now
Slick against the wind
I promise with my life to always defend
Through the worst
through the best
even when the worlds feeling heavy on your chest
Through the fire
through the flood
my love for you runs deeper, deeper than blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood
Deeper than, Deeper than Blood
etched on my heart
running through my veins
this truth will never change

truth is..

Dear Stephanie Cruz, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result:

You love the crowd... a party animal! [i love the crowd, but im not a party animal. :P]

Too many “friends”, you can’t easily tell which among them is real and not... [:/]

You’re usually expressive... Open about your emotions and most of the time willing to talk about it. [:P]

You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.” [??]

You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! [:)]

If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it! [:)]

You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all... [:c]

You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them. [:)]

You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you. [:)]

cherry-cherry-boom-boom. :P

Cherry-Cherry Boom-Boom
GaGa

Boy we’ve had a real good time and
I wish you the best on your way, eh
I didn’t mean to hurt you
I never thought we’d fall out of place, eh eh

I have something that I love long-long
But my friends keep on telling me that something’s wrong
That I met someone
and eh, there’s nothing else I can say(Eh, Eh)
There’s nothing else I can say(Eh, Eh)
I wish you never looked at me that way(Eh, Eh)
There’s nothing else I can say(Eh, Eh)

Not that I don’t care about you
Just that things got so complica- eh eh
I met somebody cute and funny
Got each other and that’s funny, eh eh

I have something that I love long-long
But my friends keep on telling me that something’s wrong
That I met someone

and eh, There’s nothing else I can say(Eh, Eh)
There’s nothing else I can say(Eh, Eh)
I wish you never looked at me that way(Eh, Eh)
There’s nothing else I can say(Eh, Eh)

(Eh, Eh)I have something that I love long-long
But my friends keep on telling me that something’s wrong
That I met someone
and eh, There’s nothing else I can say(Eh, Eh)
(Eh, Eh) There’s nothing else I can say(Eh, Eh)
Wish you never looked at me that way(Eh, Eh)
There’s nothing else I can say(Eh, Eh)
Wish you never looked at me that way(Eh, Eh)
There’s nothing else I can say

Cherry-Cherry boom-boom

AGREE :]

"people always think that the most painful thing in life is losing the one you value. the truth is, the most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of valuing someone too much, and forgeting that you are special too."

got 8 more yrs to work these out, :P

By 30, you should have:
One old boyfriend you can imagine going back to and one who reminds you of how far you’ve come.
A decent piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in your family.
Something perfect to wear if the employer or man of your dreams wants to see you in an hour.
A purse, a suitcase and an umbrella you’re not ashamed to be seen carrying.
A youth you’re content to move beyond.
A past juicy enough that you’re looking forward to retelling it in your old age.
The realization that you are actually going to have an old age—and some money set aside to help fund it.
An e-mail address, a voice mailbox and a bank account—all of which nobody has access to but you. - DONE
A résumé that is not even the slightest bit padded. - DONE
One friend who always makes you laugh and one who lets you cry. - HAVE LOTS
A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill and a black lace bra.
Something ridiculously expensive that you bought for yourself, just because you deserve it. - HAVE LOTS
The belief that you deserve it. - DONE
A skin-care regimen, an exercise routine and a plan for dealing with those few other facets of life that don’t get better after 30.
A solid start on a satisfying career, a satisfying relationship and all those other facets of life that do get better.

By 30, you should know:
How to fall in love without losing yourself.
How you feel about having kids.
How to quit a job, break up with a man and confront a friend without ruining the friendship.
When to try harder and when to walk away.
How to kiss in a way that communicates perfectly what you would and wouldn’t like to happen next.
The names of: the secretary of state, your great-grandmother and the best tailor in town.
How to live alone, even if you don’t like to.
How to take control of your own birthday.
That you can’t change the length of your calves, the width of your hips or the nature of your parents.
That your childhood may not have been perfect, but it’s over. - DONE
What you would and wouldn’t do for money or love.
That nobody gets away with smoking, drinking, doing drugs or not flossing for very long.
Who you can trust, who you can’t and why you shouldn’t take it personally.
Not to apologize for something that isn’t your fault.

Tuesday, September 1

so true :P

Stephanie took the What do Your Eyes Say About You? quiz and the result is Innocence.
When people look into your eyes, they see pure innocence. Your eyes sparkle and you like to flaunt them, and often use them to manipulate people. You're a kind-hearted and intellectual person who loves being loved and getting attention, but others don't see that you can sometimes be defensive and aggressive when you don't get your way. You're really not as innocent as some people think!



Stephanie took the The Ultimate Bitch Test quiz and the result is Little Miss Normality
Like any girl you love a good bitch. But you have to have a good reason to bitch and you always feel a little bad afterwards. You can always justify your bitchiness. You've got the balance just right =)