Thursday, November 26
excited.
missing them.
(4) and just yesterday, bonded with yiam and pao. :) @starbucks, trinoma. :)
photos not here (see fb/multi):
Sunday, November 8
SOMEDAY IT'S GONNA MAKE SENSE - MLTR
You think you know what you got
Untill it changes
And life will take you high and low
You gotta learn how to walk
And then which way to go
Every choice you make
When you're lost
Every step you take
Has it's cause
Chorus:
After you clear your eyes
You'll see the light
Somewhere in the darkness
After the rain has gone
You'll feel the sun comes
And though it seems your sorrow never ends
Someday it's gonna make sense
Tears you she'd are all the same
When you laughed 'till you cried
Or broken down in pain
All the hours you have spent in the past
Worrying about
A thing that didn't last
Everything you saw
Played a part
In everything you are
In your heart
Chorus:
After you clear your eyes
You'll see the light
Somewhere in the darkness
After the rain has gone
You'll feel the sun comes
And though it seems your sorrow never ends
Someday it's gonna make sense
Release:
Someday you're gonna find the answers
To all the things you've become and all they've done
At your expence
Someday it's gonna make sense
Monday, November 2
Wednesday, October 21
pats' 18th.
bday surprise.
Monday, September 21
just got a new friend.ü
Tuesday, September 8
overprotected.
happy birthday chols :)
Sunday, September 6
my siblings are my BFFs. :]
truth is..
Dear Stephanie Cruz, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result:
You love the crowd... a party animal! [i love the crowd, but im not a party animal. :P]
Too many “friends”, you can’t easily tell which among them is real and not... [:/]
You’re usually expressive... Open about your emotions and most of the time willing to talk about it. [:P]
You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.” [??]
You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! [:)]
If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it! [:)]
You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all... [:c]
You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them. [:)]
You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you. [:)]
cherry-cherry-boom-boom. :P
GaGa
Boy we’ve had a real good time and
I wish you the best on your way, eh
I didn’t mean to hurt you
I never thought we’d fall out of place, eh eh
I have something that I love long-long
But my friends keep on telling me that something’s wrong
That I met someone
and eh, there’s nothing else I can say(Eh, Eh)
There’s nothing else I can say(Eh, Eh)
I wish you never looked at me that way(Eh, Eh)
There’s nothing else I can say(Eh, Eh)
Not that I don’t care about you
Just that things got so complica- eh eh
I met somebody cute and funny
Got each other and that’s funny, eh eh
I have something that I love long-long
But my friends keep on telling me that something’s wrong
That I met someone
and eh, There’s nothing else I can say(Eh, Eh)
There’s nothing else I can say(Eh, Eh)
I wish you never looked at me that way(Eh, Eh)
There’s nothing else I can say(Eh, Eh)
(Eh, Eh)I have something that I love long-long
But my friends keep on telling me that something’s wrong
That I met someone
and eh, There’s nothing else I can say(Eh, Eh)
(Eh, Eh) There’s nothing else I can say(Eh, Eh)
Wish you never looked at me that way(Eh, Eh)
There’s nothing else I can say(Eh, Eh)
Wish you never looked at me that way(Eh, Eh)
There’s nothing else I can say
Cherry-Cherry boom-boom
AGREE :]
got 8 more yrs to work these out, :P
By 30, you should have:
One old boyfriend you can imagine going back to and one who reminds you of how far you’ve come.
A decent piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in your family.
Something perfect to wear if the employer or man of your dreams wants to see you in an hour.
A purse, a suitcase and an umbrella you’re not ashamed to be seen carrying.
A youth you’re content to move beyond.
A past juicy enough that you’re looking forward to retelling it in your old age.
The realization that you are actually going to have an old age—and some money set aside to help fund it.
An e-mail address, a voice mailbox and a bank account—all of which nobody has access to but you. - DONE
A résumé that is not even the slightest bit padded. - DONE
One friend who always makes you laugh and one who lets you cry. - HAVE LOTS
A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill and a black lace bra.
Something ridiculously expensive that you bought for yourself, just because you deserve it. - HAVE LOTS
The belief that you deserve it. - DONE
A skin-care regimen, an exercise routine and a plan for dealing with those few other facets of life that don’t get better after 30.
A solid start on a satisfying career, a satisfying relationship and all those other facets of life that do get better.
By 30, you should know:
How to fall in love without losing yourself.
How you feel about having kids.
How to quit a job, break up with a man and confront a friend without ruining the friendship.
When to try harder and when to walk away.
How to kiss in a way that communicates perfectly what you would and wouldn’t like to happen next.
The names of: the secretary of state, your great-grandmother and the best tailor in town.
How to live alone, even if you don’t like to.
How to take control of your own birthday.
That you can’t change the length of your calves, the width of your hips or the nature of your parents.
That your childhood may not have been perfect, but it’s over. - DONE
What you would and wouldn’t do for money or love.
That nobody gets away with smoking, drinking, doing drugs or not flossing for very long.
Who you can trust, who you can’t and why you shouldn’t take it personally.
Not to apologize for something that isn’t your fault.
Tuesday, September 1
so true :P
When people look into your eyes, they see pure innocence. Your eyes sparkle and you like to flaunt them, and often use them to manipulate people. You're a kind-hearted and intellectual person who loves being loved and getting attention, but others don't see that you can sometimes be defensive and aggressive when you don't get your way. You're really not as innocent as some people think!
Stephanie took the The Ultimate Bitch Test quiz and the result is Little Miss Normality
Like any girl you love a good bitch. But you have to have a good reason to bitch and you always feel a little bad afterwards. You can always justify your bitchiness. You've got the balance just right =)
Sunday, August 30
paparazzi. :)
We're c-coming out
Got my flash on it's true
Need that picture of you
It's so magical
We'd be so fantastical
Leather and jeans a watch on my wrist,
Not sure what it means,
But this photo of us
It don't have a price
Ready for those flashing lights,
Cause you know that baby i
Im your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi,
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that i'll be your Papa-paparazzi
Promise i'll be kind,
But i won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
I'll be your girl Backstage at your show,
Velvet ropes and guitars,
Yeah cause you'll know
I'm staring between the sets
Eyeliner and cigarettes
Shadow is burnt
Yellow dance and return
My lashes are dry
But with teardrops I cry
It don't have a price
Loving you is cherry pie
'Cause you know that baby I
Im your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi,
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that i'll be your Papa-paparazzi
Promise i'll be kind,
But i won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Real good(We dance in the studio)
Snap, snapped(That xxxx on the radio)
Don't stop boy, rewind
We'll blast it but we'll still have fun!
Saturday, August 22
Sunday, August 16
ooops! ;)
They're JEALOUS: you've got the class, the looks and the brains to make every guy/girl stop dead in their tracks. people wish they had your HOT bod. appreciate the hatred and keep rocking out.
Saturday, August 15
o815o9 - UAAP - JT day. :)
Wednesday, August 12
let go, heal. :)
Tuesday, August 11
colourblind :]
while Im trying to forget the feeling that I miss you
Feelin green,
when the jealousy swells and it wont go away in dreams
Feelin yellow,
Im confused inside
A little hazy but mellow when I feel your eyes on me
Feelin fine! sublime!
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind
Oh oh
Nobody told me youd feel so good
Nobody said youd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
Youre the light, youre the light
When I close my eyes
Im colour blind
You make me colour blind
Feelin red,
when you spend all your time with your friends and not me instead
Feelin black,
when I think about all the things that I feel I lack
Feelin jaded,
when its not gone right
All the colours have faded, then I feel your eyes on me
Feelin fine! sublime!
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind
Mm mm
Nobody told me youd feel so good
Nobody said youd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
Youre the light, youre the light
When I close my eyes
Im colour blind
You make me colour blind
Blinded by the light you shine,
the colours fade completely
Blinded by you every time,
I feel your smile defeat me
Im colour blind
I just cant deny this feeling
Monday, August 10
Sunday, August 9
G.I. JOE
when all else fails, I DON'T :D
... that when the sun rises, it rises for you.
Yes, for you. Just for you. Only for you. You are it, everything, the whole universe with all the billion galaxies and stars. The separateness you feel is only a mask you have put on to enjoy this human form. Under the mask, your shape is All.
FUNtastic moment.
love and miss UST so much!
Saturday, August 8
Wednesday, August 5
a conversation with an EX.
never better. :)
2. Hey! You wanna go to the mall?!
soree. i have better things to do. :P
3. I LOVE U..
aww, sweetie. dnt worry, makakamove on ka din. :P (lol)
4. DO u want some cookies?
are those chunky chocolate chip cookies from redribbon? sure. :D
5.Will you take a picture with me?!
sure. :D
6.Help me in my homework!
ok, money down. :P
7. Here's my gift to you...
thank u. :D
8. Let's just be textmates
eew. then wat? eb? hahaha =))
9. Do you want me to buy you an ipod?
i have na eh. :P iba nlang :P haha
10.Let's sit together in the bus
i only ride the bus during scul related activities. :P
11. Hi baby.
huh?
12.Your still handsome/beautiful!
i know, ryt? haha
13.I still LOVE you!
i still do too. but it's not like im stil INLOVE with u.
14.Do you have new boyfriend/ girlfriend?
yes. do u have any regrets?? (*boom)
15. Do you love me?
stil do. but not inlove with u anymore.
Tuesday, August 4
100 truths
1. last beverage = water
2. last phone call = mom
3. last text message = japs
4. last song you listened to = hailo
5. last time you cried = a minute ago
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = yes
7. been cheated on = yes
8. kissed someone & regretted it = no
9. lost someone special = no
10. been depressed =yes
11. been drunk and threw up = nope
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. yellow
13. green
14.
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = yes
16. Fallen out of love = no
17. Laughed until you cried = yes
18. Met someone who changed you = glued
19. Found out who your true friends were = certainly
20. Found out someone was talking about you = yea. :P
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list =yes
GENERAL:
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life = almost all of them
24. Do you have any pets = yes
25. Do you want to change your name = no
26. What did you do for your last birthday = went out with family and then with diff sets of friends
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = sleeping. yea, who'd believe? haha
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = better days
30. Last time you saw your Mother = a while ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = inhibitions
32. What are you listening to right now = none
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = yes
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = none
35. Most visited webpage = fb
37. Nicknames = steph. tep. tepi. stephy. teps.
38. Relationship Status = single
39. Zodiac sign = libra
40. He or She? = she
41. Elementary? = scqc
42. Middle School = n/a
43. High school/College = scqc; UST
44. Hair colour = black
45. Long or short = med
46. Height = 5'3
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = none
48: What do you like about yourself? = everything - even the parts that hurt :P
49. Piercings = ears.
50. Tattoos = none
51. Righty or lefty= lefty
FIRSTS :
53. First piercing = ears
54. First best friend = hazelle&dy
55. First sport you joined = vball
56. First vacation = can't remember this one
58. First pair of trainers = ?
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = no
60. Drinking = no
61. I'm about to = take a break (from? haha)
62. Listening to = none
63. Waiting for = nothin' :P (literally and figuratively)
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = yes (i can always adopt)
65. Get Married? = i dunno :c
66. Career? = starting
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes? = eyes
68. Hugs or kisses= hugs
69. Shorter or taller= taller
70. Older or Younger = older
71. Romantic or spontaneous = both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = both
73. Sensitive or loud = neither
74. Hook-up or relationship = neither
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = neither
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = hell no
77. Drank hard liquor = no
78. Lost glasses/contacts = no
79. Sex on first date = migosh never.
80. Broken someone's heart = maybe
81. Had your own heart broken = pass
82. Been arrested = never.
83. Turned someone down = pass
84. Cried when someone died = yes
85. Fallen for a friend? = no
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = not at this point. :/
87. Miracles = yes
88. Love at first sight = thumbs down
89. Heaven = yes
90. Santa Claus = when I was a kid
91. Kiss on the first date = no
92. Angels = yes :)
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
95. Did you sing today? = yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = not at all
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = 2years ago. have to change something i really regret now.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = Christmas! It’s always a good thing to have it down pat and relive past Christmasses
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = again - yes. :c
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = yes
God's message for me - o9o5
... that every little part of you is magical.
Yes, even the parts that hurt, even the ones that are feeling disease right now. It's alright to love what is in pain. More than alright, that's exactly where your love is needed the most. So why not touch that part that hurts and smile at it, at yourself through it, and whisper: ''I love you.''
Monday, August 3
God's message for me - o8o3
... that God has an important purpose for you, and made everything possible for you to succeed.That's not to say it's an easy purpose, or a convenient one. It might very well seem hard or even impossible, but it only looks that way. The truth is that one day you will look back and see how all the pieces fit together. And how your life has been a complete and utter success.
God's message for me - o8o2
... that it's your heart that knows who loves you, not your ears or eyes.Listen to the words, and you can be fooled. Look at the actions, and you can be fooled. You are loved only when you feel loved. Who makes your heart soar now? Well, what are you waiting for?
Sunday, August 2
UP [by the saturdays].
Up is were we go from here,
Finest selection,
This can take us anywhere,
I don't want protection,
Life is better of the line, ine, ine...
I'm ready for the lift up,
Keep steady beat Coz I'm ready for the big jump,
Keep up with me,
If you lose me then you know,
You're just a bit too slow, I only go up, up.
I'm ready to be in control
And the ground isn't good enough for me,
I know where to find what I want and I'm gonna keep on,
Keep on, up, up.
No turns now,
We're going straight,
You better hold on tight,
Coz if you fall you're on your own
Coz I'm gonna go on,
No, no, no turns now.
This is the final call for all destination,
This is were you're in or out,
No hesitation,
This is not the time for doubts,
Make your decision,
Are you on or off the line?, ine, ine...
This is the crossing at the main intersection,
Up is were we go from here,
Finest selection,
This can take us anywhere,
I don't want protection,
Life is better of the line, ine, ine..
(Ooh)I'm ready for the lift up,
Keep steady beat
Coz I'm ready for the big jump,
Keep up with me,
If you lose me then you know,
You're just a bit too slow, I only go up, up.
Saturday, August 1
finally, His message. :P
... that it's your heart that knows who loves you, not your ears or eyes.Listen to the words, and you can be fooled. Look at the actions, and you can be fooled. You are loved only when you feel loved. Who makes your heart soar now? Well, what are you waiting for?
bob ong's message for me. :P
a day with my GLUED angels.
Thursday, July 30
stephy is singing someday by nina.
One day you'll see this through my eyes
By then I won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared
I know
You don't really see my worth
You think you're the last guy on Earth
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long
Cause someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday
Right now
I know you can tellI'm down, and I'm not doing well
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye
Cause someday,
someone's gonna love me
The way, I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday,I know someone's gonne be there
Someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, I wanted you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday
Wednesday, July 29
Sunday, July 26
uaap-26jul
Friday, July 24
sleepover wth buddy :]
21 July 2009
"sana bata nlang ulit tayo.. ung tipong gummy bears lng, mawawala na un prob".
"tara kain tayo gummy bears!"
23July2009
sleepover with buddy (kamyl) and jareie at our house. haha!
had a yoshinoya dinner. watched tayong dalawa and the wedding together.
invaded the internet ;)
kiddie party followed after. lots of gummy bears. gumballs. marshmallows. chocolate chip cookies. flower candies.
*nic. jep and ten dropped by at around 11pm to give us (me, kamyl and stacey) an icecream treat. :D
kamyl slept at around 3am and had to wake up at around 5 to go to work
as for me, i did not sleep at all. :P haha
lots of laugh. lots of tears. super bonding. love my buddy so much :)